Journal Entry #2

Today I feel very alone. My depression is winning and I can’t remember why I fight. I’m grasping on but loosing everything I used to be.

It’s so easy to believe the lies. My scars may not be visible on the outside but they are deep in my soul. I miss him. How can he just forget about me and our beautiful children?

I just need someone to give me a hug. I just want to feel safe. I just want to be loved without conditions. I hate myself. I look in the mirror and I don’t like who I am. I’m a failure.

I just can’t wrap my head around why he stopped loving me… like a switch. God please guide me and be loud because I don’t hear a thing. I don’t want to fail you too.