Journal Entry #12
I feel like I talk circles to you so this is it.
It is my will to surrender to you everything I want to be and everything that I am now. I want to open the deepest part of my heart and soul and ask your Holy Spirit to fill it.
Theres nothing I want more then to give you my heart, mind and life. I desperately want to surrender all my problems to you. You are faithful so take hold of my life because I don’t know what I’m doing and I don’t like how I feel. I have so much doubt and anxiety and the only thing I can do is hand it over to you.
Please speak clearly to me Lord. Open my ears to hear your voice. I desire to feel your loving embrace. Please open the doors you know are best for me and close the ones that need to be closed. I trust you even when it hurts and I don’t understand.
Set my feet on a straight road that leads to you. I love you Lord and I want to please you.