Category: Journal

I have learned so much this past year. There have been MANY days that were so filled with devastating pain I just didn’t want to…

To my beautiful children I’m sorry I couldn’t give you the life and family you want and deserve. I’m sorry I yell. I yell more…

Dear Lord, I feel like I talk circles to you so this is it. It is my will to surrender to you everything I want…

Dear Lord Thank you for loving me despite my flaws and sinful nature. I don’t even know right now the wrongs I am doing but…

I’m so tired. Today I’m weary and the hurt in my heart is rippling through my whole body. Is the hurt ever going to subside?…

Why do I still wake up hoping this is a bad dream? Lord I cry out to you everyday asking… begging you to heal my…

I’m slowly moving forward. Somedays just one step somedays more. Then there are still days like today. Today my sky is bleak with dark grey…

God thank you for bringing Mary into my life. I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for her. In this storm when I was at…

I see you there Lord reaching out your hand to help me. I want so bad to grab your hand but I can’t reach… I’m…